As a runner, I was drawn to the
book Once a Runner to compare my experiences to those of the fictional
character Quenton Cassidy. In chapter 17 “Breaking Down” of the reading, I made
my first real deep connection Quenton. The chapter follows a competitive indoor
meet in which Quenton places 5th overall running a 4:00.1 mile.
After the meet Quenton decides he will start training with his teammate and
former gold medalist Bruce Denton. The type of training they plan to follow is
something called breaking down. This is a risky move, it is a way of leap
frogging months of safer slower training to reach a single goal of becoming an
elite runner. Bruce described the object as “running through”, practicing
running through the demanding work outs just as you would run through a hiccup
in life like a death of a family member or a diagnoses of cancer. The training
consists of logging miles on miles of running and literally breaking down your
body every day, reaching a point where after every work out you feel as though
you will never be able to recover. The training effects every aspect of your
life, you find yourself breaking down psychologically as much as you do
physically. You become irritable and constantly looking for rest. Breaking down
is a metamorphosis for runners and in chapter 17 Quenton opens up to relieve
his deep connection to running. Quenton describes his most powerful drives and
what makes him unique as a runner. The novel states in the final paragraph, “Running
to him was real; the way he did it the realest thing he knew. It was joy and woe,
hard as diamond; it made him weary beyond comprehension. But It also made him
free.”
The way Quenton describes his pure
connection to runner is something that I understood. His drive as a competitor
is something that I feel strongly about myself. Being a competitive runner is
something not easily described or comprehended by those who do not experience
it firsthand. Author John L. Parker, Jr. captures that lifestyle in this
chapter and surrounds it with the perfect combination of words that anyone can
enjoy. As I begin the next step in my life finding a college, I’m blessed with
the choice of running track and field in college. This chapter in particular
both excites me and terrifies me for the next level of competition. So I guess I
relate to Quenton with these conflicting feelings. Maybe I could also be free.